I love you.
Im never going to leave you.
im sorry so so sorry.
I want to die right now.
because i cant be with you and make you happy.
dont do any thing stupid.
dont hurt your self.
dont please?
i love you always,im right there by your side,always you have my heart my body my soul my mind,you are always in my thoughts.

Im crying as i write this.
hopeing you read it soon.
Ill be with you soon,we'll be happy.We'll have a life together like we're ment to<3333

I still want to marry you.I still want to have your children.I still want to live with you for the rest of my life and be the happiest woman on this planet.

Kade Dante Ratliff,you are the love of my life. So what we cant talk over the phone,who fucking cares.

We have here,and i can always find a computer.

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2/28/07<3FIRST MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE CONCERT
6/15/09<3FIRST GREEN DAY CONCERT
If the people we love are stolen from us, the way to have them live on is to never stop loving them. Buildings burn, people die, but real love is forever.

(rescue me,please)

Im in first hour.Im pissed off,teacher wont stop nagging.
Im tired,kade kept me up late...He's determined to win me from brendon urie who i've self proclaimed im married to like every girl
I told him if he sings me seize the day by A7X he can have me^^ He sounds adorable over the phone,he says i sound like a cute little kid with fairy dust[Imma kill him:/].
and yes im still taken.


Kade, my Vampire boy
I've pretty much wrapped my heart up in a box for you,and at some point in my life i will hand deliver it to you<333
You could never hurt me,and when you do its not done purpously.
That journal was silly.I wasnt mentally right,Im better now dont feel so shamed you neednt be. I love you my vampire boy as sure as the moon. I'll follow you into the dark there's no doubt about it.

Kade dante,you amaze me.you love me. Every time I talk to you I get this feeling,its a happy one(mind out of the gutter love),I smile and laugh the hardest I ever hav and ever will. My mother won't stop us,I wont let her. Id get on an airplane to come see you(i hate flying,Im afraid of heights) thats how much I love you. Its to the point where when we don't talk I feel like im missing something and I know who it is and I just can't get to him because he's so far away and out of my grasp.

You're cute when you're all hyped up on coke a cola,and talking many miles per minute,when you tell me its imposiable that I could never hurt you.You don't seem to mind my constant hair changes,my stupidity,the way it takes me minutes maybe hours to get a silly little joke. You like me for me(I would hope so),you don't care that Im obsessed with a certain Patrick Martin Stump,and want to marry a certain Berndon Boyde Urie, you go along with it and make my day/week.


I love you, never thought I'd love some one so much.But I do.If i could wrap my heart up in a box and give it to you i would.



i talk about you alot on DA...some of its old some of its new. none of its negative...for the most part and love...i deleted that journal..the one that made you feel bad. Just forget about it.

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2/28/07<3FIRST MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE CONCERT
6/15/09<3FIRST GREEN DAY CONCERT
If the people we love are stolen from us, the way to have them live on is to never stop loving them. Buildings burn, people die, but real love is forever.

nopeee no chatty thing.
and i cant be on for long love.
you should think about charging your phone.

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2/28/07<3FIRST MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE CONCERT
6/15/09<3FIRST GREEN DAY CONCERT
If the people we love are stolen from us, the way to have them live on is to never stop loving them. Buildings burn, people die, but real love is forever.